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writers. [Apr. 5th, 2009|03:44 pm]
Having a way with words, being able to really delve into emotion and thought on paper is such a talent.

I think i've figured it out.
Its not that writers sense more, feel more, experience more, see things more for what they really are. They feel, see, and experience normal human antics and emotion, trials we all go through, they just have the gift of putting it all in words. beautiful.

Today I was on a friends myspace ready to leave a silly comment when i noticed a link to her blog, I didnt even know she had a blog, I clicked and began reading, and reading and reading.
I knew this friend of mine was passionate about writing, I knew she was very insightful, but reading everything she had to say, and all she felt, and what she thought, I was so impressed, and taken aback and proud.
All the recent entries she had submitted related to everything im going through now and actually gave me a sense of clarity and for that I'm very thankful. I immediately texted her and let her know how i felt about it.
Its moments like these I actually take those 'tell those you care about that you love them, you never know when their or your last moments may be' sayings, seriously.
This was the same as reading my favorite bands blog, or a most respected artists thoughs, and this is MY friend, I get to talk to her and see her and hang out with her. I am blessed.

I dont want to be a fan of celebrities, Im a fan of my friends and family and those I love. How lucky am I, I get to interact with the people Im a fan of, I wish EVERYONE could see them for what they are. They deserve the platform celebrities recieve.

I want to start updating again.
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i dont want to talk about it... [May. 14th, 2008|12:51 am]
i dont want to talk about it
i dont want to talk about it
i dont want to talk about it

i can only say it for so long until it happens.

this became my family for the last nine months.
at the end of this week, i loose them.
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she was made for the spotlight [Mar. 2nd, 2008|03:22 pm]
i have never been so stressed with adult problems like i am now
i miss being 17.

you wont be seventeen forever and we can get away with this tonight.

i remember the morning i turned 18 i knew i was going to regret it, im still not completely adjusted. one year and so much change cannot be completely healthy.

i just want to be at the fillmore right now, singing until my lungs collapse, throwing my arms up in the air, forgetting everything, if only for a lenght of four band sets and that is all.

the closer i get to feeling the further i'm feeling from alright.

work today, just like yesterday, and the day before.

just tell me what i'm going to have to show for everything in the end.
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the greatest gift ill ever know.... [Sep. 28th, 2007|10:25 am]
having certain feelings, then having said feelings change one hundred percent is definitely something hard to adjust to.
what really makes a person happy? having good friends, good times, family, fun yet simple things to do that just make you smile. But does this all depend on other people? others willing to do these things with you, maybe because all people have a need for companionship be it intimately or just friendship wise, the basis of this just seems to be someone who is wanted, someone who people enjoy being in the company of. what do you do when you dont have that, when all the people who genuinly DO want to be with you, want your company, want to hear you laugh and see you smile are out of reach. how do you go from being most wanted to not particularly unwanted, but not asked for.
that feeling, that knowing in your head, these people love me, they want me, being wanted, everyone yearns for that whether its subconscious or not, and when you're not feeding that want emotions run wild.
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Sleeping With Giants 9/20 at The Wiltern in L.A. [Sep. 21st, 2007|12:57 pm]
its all uphill from here
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dreaming safe and sound..... [Sep. 8th, 2007|08:37 pm]

no roomie/college life/party story updates at all?
what is wrong with me

unfortunately i most def. dont feel like writing a big fat post about everything thats went on
college life has been everything i imagined and ten times more
went to the most insane, massive, amazing party last night. best yet.

pictures only...Collapse )
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everyone will listen [Sep. 1st, 2007|12:46 pm]
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i finally met 'him'...i know it...and now ill never see him again...Collapse )
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Warped Tour 07 [Aug. 25th, 2007|12:06 pm]
so yesterday was the second to last day of warped tour at coors amphitheatre in chula vista. party.

i had one class from 9-10 so i had to get up early, went, and as soon as it was over me and ally were off. the drive wasnt as bad as i thought it would be it only took like an hour, maybe a little less, the parking was...silly but whatever at least we didnt have to pay. we got there around twelve and went to check who was playing when.

we saw:
cute is what we aim for
all time low (no acoustic though :[
meg and dia
sum 41
the starting line
boys like girls
the rocket summer
red jumpsuit aparatus
flogging molly
bless the fall
total chaos (bahaha)

all time low
rian dawson (again)
bryce avery

a few pictures...Collapse )</lj-cut?
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im legal babyyy [Aug. 17th, 2007|12:34 pm]
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so yes, yesterday was my 18th birthday.
lets recapCollapse )
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Brandon & Georgia Brito August 11th 2007 [Aug. 12th, 2007|11:51 am]
The day has come and gone, and will forever be engraved into my memory as one of the most genuine, pure, and romantic things i have and will ever witness, i feel so honored to have been able to be a part of it.

THE WEDDING: Story&PicturesCollapse )
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